It has been months since my last laboratory tests and years since my last health check-up. I have never been this sickly to the point that I had to take ten laboratory tests at a time. To be honest, I am not surprised because I have been torturing my mind and body ever since I invaded PLM. College life is not easy as I thought it would be. I am no longer the person who used to study unconsciously and do not mind the stressful life of being a student but lately I cannot control myself anymore. I have errands to run, responsibilities to attain and goals to reach. In order to meet the standards that my parents had set, I need to study hard.
I was admitted before at a private clinic due to insomnia. The thought of having one never crossed my mind unfortunately because of depression and anxieties, I was diagnosed with it. I do not want to disclose this to my current friends nor my classmates because of the trauma I experienced years ago. I just hope that I can recover as soon as possible because it’s affecting my life as a student and as a person who's under depression.
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