BTS Bon Voyage's last episode brought me into tears. All the members of Bangtan made a letter to theirselves which inspires me to do one for myself as well. Their stories and realizations were related to mine. I didn't thought that Bangtan experienced the same circumstances that I encountered through the years. Last night, I talked to myself while facing the moon. I'm beyond thankful to the moon because it listened and understood my thoughts. I addressed some insecurities and problems to myself and hoped that someday I'd find my purpose and be able to love myself completely. And of course, I wish that I would be able to conquer my fears and be still alive by then. Tears were present that night, I realized that I am still the wimpy kid who used to murmur things to herself and keep it in private. I guess I did not change at all, I just grew up and mature.
I'll post my entire conversation with the moon and myself if I find time.
- Shrinking Violet Xx
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